Sometimes...

I find it hard to work people out. Since joining the sensation that is twitter ive been impressed and disgusted at the humanity of people today. Some hatred makes me feel sick to the pit of my stomach. Some joy and love makes me feel like theres some love back in the world. When Lily Allen lost her second baby a short while ago i made the crucial mistake of looking at the messages ent to her. mistake. What i thought would be filled with love and support was the odd one saying it was deserved, a good thing, a deserved tragedy. No one women should ever ever ever go through somehting as tragic as that EVER. It saddened me to the point of tears. I dont know this women but i feel i do reading of her story almost every week. I dont know why peoples attitudes bother me so much but they do, perhaps thats soemthing i have to overcome. But for now ill shuffle back to my secure bubble where i believe everybody has a shred of decency inside them, some more open then others.