Monday, 15 November 2010
Getting Motivated
So its 3.56 in the morning and im still trying to write a simple 300 word answer. Simple enough? apparently not you see i CAN NOT for the life of me get motivated to do it. its now an assignment, essay or piece of coursework but i cant bring myself to put pen to paper keyboard to word document in this case. What is wrong with me? I cannot answer because i prefer obviously to go on celebrity sites, twitter,facebook and such. I a university student by the way, poor, tired and stressed to the nines. But happy all the same. I knew there would be work of course i did but i dont know perhaps i was, still am, a little naive as to starting this whole education business again. I've moved from home, look after myself 100% yet i still feel like an immature child when it comes to my attitude to work. It's pathetic? i'm pathetic? I seem more concerned with whats going on in others lives than my own. Gossip,celeberity,television thats my real passion, sad as it seems but thats my entertainment not my living. Not that i have a living that is, I had no idea how hard it would be to find a job, since being i n a city and all, but it is. Seems noone wants to take on an "unreliable, likely to go home for christmas" student. Hence the poor situation. Funny it seems i've spent 5 minutes writing this yet ive spent a week working on my answer..getting no where it seems.
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